Tuesday, June 17, 2008
boredom kills
Boredom kills! It is the #1 killer in CarrouseL's world. I wake up everyday with only one thought in my mind: the list of things I can do for the day to pass time quickly. I am sure everyone has been through that. I wonder how long more do I need to put up with the utmost boredom.
The boredom has got so much into my head that I am beginning to do things without much sense.
I don't know what to do about it. I am desperately finding things to do everyday! Well, at least, I know that I 'd still need to do alot of tidying up in the home.
My things are still lying here and there. The mess in my cupboard has not been cleared as well. Because my sister will wed soon, there are things in the room to be cleared too.
I am so glad that I will be going out tomorrow night.
Well, though it's just shopping, I get to go out with somebody at least.
There'll be somebody to talk to me, laugh with me and eat with me. I'd love to have some company every now and then. Of course, I am glad that he's going to be the one.
Somehow, since the beginning of laze-around-and-do-nothing-by-yourself period, I realise that I'd love to have some company around. That beats being alone and lazing around alone. I detest the thought of lazing around alone. You seem to be in your own world and nobody has the time for you. You're on a different frequency from the rest of your peers. You laze around but your peers have better things to do. Well, it seems to me that, if you have someone who lazes around with you as well, you'll feel better. At least I'd feel that it is 'normal' to laze around because someone is on the same track as you.
Do you think the same?
Posted by carrousel at 1:13 AM
