Wednesday, September 17, 2008

a moment of solitariness

I feel like talking to Mr Wu so much now...but too late. He has gone to bed more than an hour ago. Oh well, I did not have a good day at work yesterday. Firstly, I did not manage to do much since I was instructed by DJ to coach the newbie (who just joined the team last week) on the role I am currently taking up now. She will be taking over me once I move over to processing team.

It was really so unsatisfying to sit and watch her do my work. I felt as though I've acheived nothing and what made it worse was the fact that it couldn't be helped. To be honest, I felt so unmotivated to do anything because somebody else seemed to have taken over me. Besides that, there were some issues with Lehman trades as well.

I have no idea why but I feel lonely now. What added to the depressing mood was the bad day at work.

On the converse, I received a happy news as well. Hehe, I was pleasantly surprised to find out that MJ is attached!

Oh my god, he actually kept it from the group for 3 weeks already. I am really happy for him that he found someone to share his woes and weal with. I must grill him for more information on how everything started the next time I see him! Lol. Then again, he set his foot into ... a bottomless pit of troubles that may occur in any normal relationships. That is part and parcel of a relationship I guess.

As the saying goes: " the course of true love never did run smooth "

I collected my evening gown yesterday before I went to work. Overall, I am pretty satisfied with the workmanship and how the gown turned out. I will post a picture of it as soon as I am not lazy to do so. (like I wonder when that will be) I think I am getting more and more lazy ever since I started working.

I just don't feel like doing anything much.

Is that part of the adjustment process in your life once you start working?


I have a craving for apple crumbles all of a sudden. I haven't eaten the apple crumbles from LPS for sometime! Despite several encouragements to make the effort to walk to LPS to get the crumbles, my lazyness always gets the better of me.

Maybe later today?

I guess I will go to bed now and sleep off the bad feeling I have now.

Hopefully I will feel better when I wake up.

Posted by carrousel at 2:30 AM