Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Carrousel is dead tired today!

I had a hard day at work. The new joiner came in yesterday and I started coaching him today. The idea of coaching, talking and doing things at the same time didn't seem that hard to me initially. I was so wrong. After a whole day of talking, I am dead tired. I wonder if he understood what I taught. Somewhat, I just think the situation is like a blind leading another. I am new and I do not know many things. I tried my best to explain things at my best ability to make him understand. In any case if he is confused, I shouldn't be blamed because I AM STILL NEW!

Grr...after a whole day of talking, I simply don't feel like talking to anyone now. The tiredness is making me feel so irritated. At times like this, things always seem to go the wrong way for me. The more annoyed I get, the worse things can happen. Just like now?

Again, I don't want to explain what is going on now. I'm simply too tired to type out the whole story here.

I had lunch with YX today. She is the girl who I can click well with from Swaptions. It was a pleasant lunch... speaking of lunches; I can't help but feel sad because it reminded me of something. If you cannot keep your word, you shouldn't even have made the promise in the first place. Anyway, it doesn't matter anymore... I am looking forward to lunching with new people. It'll at least help to mingle around and get to know more people.