Wednesday, February 4, 2009
just some thoughts
So much has been on my mind lately... especially money issue. *sighs*
I've been thinking of the loan repayment and how should I start saving and increasing the money in my bank account. I couldn't sleep last night with all these in my mind.
Perhaps I should think on the bright side and count myself lucky that at least I have a stable income in times like this. With a stable stream of cash inflow, I should be getting some sense of security.
Besides money issue, I am also worried about Mr Wu and his health. He just got a contract job at Barclays too. Well, he's been scheduled to start work at 6am in the morning. I know, that sounds awfully disgusting to some late risers (like myself). LOL. I hope he'll bed by 10 PM every night since he has to wake up at 430 - 5am. Poor thing! Oh well, on the other side, I am happy that he has found a job. Though it is only a contract job, there is still a good chance of converting to a permanent staff there. I could tell that he was feeling stressed when we met up for dinner earlier on.
I still wanna tell him here that... it is normal to be stressed out on the first day. Try not to think too much and stay positive! :) Carrousel is here with you!
Speaking of worries, one of my ex-colleagues, DH, seemed to have disappeared suddenly. Our mutual friends and myself have been trying to get him on his mobile but the number was invalid. I really hope he'll talk to me soon. It's been sometime and I really wish to know how he is doing now.
God, I'm so sleepy now. My chest pains have returned to haunt me lately...
These are the signs.
Posted by carrousel at 9:47 PM