Tuesday, February 24, 2009

So unhappy ..


with ? at ?


WORK.


I'm so unhappy at work. I'm unhappy with the people from the team and the work itself. How should I begin? I realised that I'm so out of the loop. I heard from yx that jg's grandmother passed away. Jg was my mentor when I joined options trade support. Well, I couldn't believe that I only got to know about this from someone in another team. None of my team mates informed me about it. They knew it in the afternoon but nobody bothered to tell me about it. I was sure that the girls knew about this (not too sure about the guys in my team). To put this simply, it just seemed to me that they did not regard me as somebody in the team. My sister asked me not to be bothered by it though and she thought that they might have forgotten about this. Somewhat, I didn't think so.


To be honest, I am pretty bothered by the incident so much that I don't feel like going for the team chalet organised on the 1st weekend of March. Work really sucks as well. I stayed till 2100 today... there was a lot of manual work to be done for the BAU today. To make the day worse and even more busy, my work partner wasn't helping out that much. He spent a lot of time lookin over the same break again and again... while I got swamped with work. I just thought that he was not too capable of prioritising his work. I was pretty annoyed but seriously, there was nothing I could do about it. I wish that the line drawn could be clearer. At least it'd save me anger and frustration sometimes.

A lot of things.... a lot of people annoyed me at work. Grr.....

Where is my sweetest escape?