Monday, August 24, 2009

Beats me. I wonder why did boyfriend feel down today. It was his official first day at Barcap today. Perhaps he was worried about the politics and people. I remembered I was nervous when I joined Spore Options Trade Support as well. Until now, I still do get a bit nervous when I work or talk to people about work. Hmmm I guess this is just a feeling which could not be explained. This is only normal behaviour in the midst of adjustment to working life. Hehe, I should over and done with the adjustment long ago since I've already worked for more than a year (including my contract with Barcap). I can't believe that a year just passed so quickly. And the fact that boyfriend is working in the same company as I am is more amazing. I never thought that I'd be working in the same company as boyfriend.


Just read boyfriend's blog. It's time I should put on my thinking cap and start listing out the goals in my life. Haha... sorry but I can only think of the branded bags I wanna own before 30! Those are my goals? Erm... maybe these goals need to be revised. I'm sure boyfriend will want me to revise them. Hmm, I do want to make it big at work. To be honest, it isn't that easy. A lot of effort and work have to be put in. On the other hand, the person you work for is an important factor. Obviously, this person isn't working to my advantage. I still think that I need a big portion of self-confidence at work. That's very important... of course, too much self-confidence will probably lead to arrogance. A sad fact today, I was the last to leave in the team :(

I was held back by some issues on the FOBO. It practically drove me crazy because it took up half of the day for investigation. Haha, for the first time, that bad guy amused me today. Guess what, his stupidity amused me instead. He asked me on some option expiries. He asked, "What is a base currency?" .. a lot of "HAR"s in my heart as I read his messages on the chat. Haha... I'm sorry for being so mean. But I just couldn't help it.

It's almost time to bed. 7 am is a dreadful hour to wake up at. I pray for a good day tomorrow! And... smileys for MEOW!