Wednesday, October 7, 2009

I'm so happy! Boyfriend finally got his leave approved on the 12th as well :)

I simply can't wait for our long weekend together. At least there is something to keep me motivated. I was a bit sad at work today until I saw boyfriend for a few minutes when I popped by level 12 to pass him some left-over cookies. Hehe, I don't want the cookies to sit on my desk and tempt me. I have succumbed to temptations so many times; and the best way to deal with this is to get rid of it.

I 've come to realise that one of the happiest things that could happen right away after work is to see your other half. At least it is one of the happiest things for me. Especially today I guess. I felt a bit unwell during work despite a 1.5 days of rest at home. I was still having cramps this morning and I did not exactly have a very good day at work. I tried very hard to finish up the wiki project and at the same time struggle between my BAU, help with EL and G's BAU as well. It had been a very busy but fulfilling day.

I was a bit annoyed with my manager. I seriously would want to question her responsibility as a manager. I supposed she had missed out on something during her daily checks on the reports. Some breaks were eventually reported by the London side. Erhmm, right, EL covered my role when I was not well. I would think that she should be responsible to check his work too. In any case, the breaks showed up late on my recon and the investigation started late as well. I'd like to question her responsibility as a team manager. Maybe she trusted him. She created 'shit' for me.

Work was dull for me and the people around me seemed somewhat hostile today. Maybe I was a bit over sensitive. I hope that things will turn out fine. In any case, I am trying hard to brush up more on my knowledge by learning new things everyday. I'll learn more by thinking up more and asking more questions. What do I want to achieve? Stronger product knowledge and high competency at work so that I can walk away with something valuable at the end of the day even if she doesn't give a damn about me.

For people like her, I wouldn't give a damn about them too. She is just a plain selfish bitch.

G told me that she is okay as a person; but not as a manager. Oh well, because of what she does at work, she does put me off even when we're not in office.

I can't imagine how the team BBQ would turn out this Saturday. I am so tempted to cook up an excuse to escape from it.

Excuses, anyone? LOL.

Whoo, just 9 days away from Penang. Doubt we'll bringing much money with us. Perhaps 200 SGD each?

Mom asked me to get some Penang snacks for home and of course, we'll need to bring back some stuff for our colleagues when we travel (blah! How much I hate it!). See, now that's what I mean by we're just doing something because we're supposed to (going to the team BBQ as well!)

Loveeeeeeeee "Celebration" by Madonna. She's awesome.