Tuesday, October 6, 2009

I had a full day of rest at home today.. and glad to say I am feeling so much better than yesterday. I never really realise the importance of health until yesterday. I promise myself that I'll take good care of my health in future and treat myself better. Or rather, live is short. I should shop more and mahjong more. Why lead a life full of worries? Though I can tell myself this now, I know that I'll bow down to worries when they present themselves in front of me. LOL. A natural worrier like me will never stop worrying.

My colleague asked what I would do to stop myself from worrying. I wouldn't say I'd try to stop myself from worrying. I guess it's more of like, to distract myself from worrying. Everyone has their own ways. I have mine. As long as it works, I don't think it matters because we're the most important people to ourselves.

I made lunch for boyfriend today and he came over to try the spaghetti I made. I would say, it was a bit horrible. Haha, I felt quite bad about it. So sorry, baby. I'll try again next time. I hope it'll be better the next time. Perhaps I should try something different. No idea why, I've been wanting to make some desserts. Things like yam paste, bo bo char char and etc... But I know I am always too lazy to do so. To be honest, I do feel a bit bored resting at home the whole day. The same boredom is here when I come home after work. I should find something to do and learn. Some may find it a good way to relax to just sit on the couch in front of the TV after a hard day at work. Somewhat, it doesn't really work for me. I'd want to spend my time wisely and I don't think that watching TV is a good way to spend my time wisely.

I do get bored when I sit in front of the TV for too long. I wonder how my brother can manage to watch TV the whole day!

I can't get to try the badminton rackets that boyfriend and I bought from Queensway over the weekend! I'm hoping he'll book a badminton court soon , perhaps this Sunday. I'm hoping to exercise as much as possible to stay fit and of course, to lose some fats! I haven't been eating that much too. Hopefully it bears some good results for all the efforts I pay. Will jogging twice a week suffice? I do hope so.

I'm looking forward to the weekend again because it's gonna be a long weekend for me! :)

I've taken leave on the 12th Oct. Yay! Hopefully boyfriend is able to take leave on the 12th too.

I am starting to feel a bit neglected. We do not spend as much time as we used to before. Even if we have the weekends to ourselves, it doesn't necessary only involve the both of us. He needs to spend time with his family too. I do feel bad that he stays late at my place over the weekends and when his parents will make noise over it, I feel even worse. They do not get to see him much on weekdays ..and weekends, he usually spend it with me. I don't know what they'd think of me. And I know that they do not have good impression of me for this. They probably dislike the fact that I make their son stay out late on weekends all the time.

Time is never enough for both of us. Now I do think twice before picking up a fight with him.