Thursday, October 1, 2009

How can I cheer myself up? Another bad day at work and conflicts with boyfriend. It's just so ironic how things could take a turn for the worse in just a few days' time. Just few days ago, both of us were enjoying the weekend together. Today, things became totally different. I felt like he was my biggest enemy in the world.

Okay, maybe the description was a bit extreme. LOL. I'm sorry but this is my space; I am free to say anything I like. Okay, correction; he just made me really upset. I must have been too tired to flare up after a long day of work. To be honest, when I thought about what happened earlier on, I am so proud that I remained so calm. We talked about things calmly. Though things seemed fine between us in the end, I can't say that girls will forget so easily. Sorry, it's just girls. The men don't get it!

As I was on my way home after the dinner we had, I tried hard to control my tears by thinking of random stuff like work and horrible colleagues I have. Okay, I was just thinking of ANYTHING under the sun to distract myself from feeling even more sad. Things were normal until now. At this second, I'm so worried that my nose will blown off in no time! It's time I should stop.

Mooncakes no more due to bad planning on his end. We were supposed to get mooncakes from Goodwood Park for my family. To our dismay, they do not allow reservation. The mooncakes got sold out really fast and now no back up plans. He promised to deliver them; but now empty handed. I felt a bit bad when I told my mom that because I could have just bought them from somewhere myself. It's too late to say anything now.

I haven't gotten any chance to taste any YAM snow-skinned mooncakes.

Maybe I should buy some to cheer myself up. But, I still reckon that nothing other than shopping will cheer me up instantly!

The FX Derivatives department set up a wiki and I was asked to upload my FOBO SOP by next Fri. Great. What a tight deadline.

I was only informed yesterday and .. I had like over 80 pages of SOP?

I will only be the one doing it. Tell me how I should be reacting to this. I tried to upload a part of it today and when I finished, the server was down and what I uploaded wasn't saved. I was so ....... Grrrr.

And now you all know what was the last kick to my bad day.


I'm so tired of WORK and PEOPLE.