Wednesday, December 30, 2009
close to an end
Can't wait for the end of work tomorrow.
It'd be the last working day of 2009. I pray for better luck and working relationships at work in 2010.
With regards to relationship, I am clueless what I should hope for. I give up hoping for something. Hope may dangerously lead to expectations.
Clearly, we know what expectations can lead to next. I am done and over with many times.
We had dinner together today. It doesn't feel like I was having dinner with somebody important to me. No idea why I am feeling this way. Why am I plaqued by all the negativity?
I told him that I am negative about him and his family. I don't know what he meant by "They are the ones who raised me up." I 'm not even sure if he has digested my words correctly. Also, I'm not very sure what he meant with his reply. Is he trying to turn the table on me? I know he was trying to tell me something. I just couldn't figure it out.
I wonder how we're going to become a family next time.
Whatever. I want to stop thinking about this.
It's just making me so unhappy.
I want to go Melaka in March, Bangkok in May and Australia in July!
Posted by carrousel at 9:09 PM
