Wednesday, December 9, 2009

As expected, flu got worse this morning. I couldn't stop sneezing when I woke up and was having a bad running nose. I decided to take sick leave today.

Hmmm... since I decided to take sick leave today, it 's also right that I give up tonight's appointment with the girls. I don't think it feels right to go for the dinner when I am on sick leave. What if I bump into someone from work? Well, I hope I can meet up with the girls soon and get some updates. It's a pity to have missed out the fun.

It was really bored staying home the whole day. Maybe I shouldn't have taken sick leave today. Having nothing to do lets my imagination run wild again. Yes, I started thinking what happened during the call conference on Monday. I've been wondering why work path has always been one full of issues and problems for me. Is it just sheer bad luck? Or am I just plain lousy? Worries are really weighing heavily on me.

Somehow, I'm not sure what else is worrying me other than work. I hope there is nothing else. No quality sleep and low quantity food making me look terrible overall.

Right now, I only want to shop and mahjong badly.

I can't wait to go shopping again. I hate to look at the number in my bank account now.

LOL. I've fully digested the result of excessive shopping and am hungry for more shopping!

Nevertheless, I need to control, control and control. I am thinking of going to Bintan with boyfriend in end January for the celebration of our 2nd year anniversary! Hmmm... then again, I should scrap the idea away. Boyfriend said he has been spending quite a bit lately... I should help him save up.

The week is passing by quickly. I'm not sure if I should look forward to weekends now. Once the weekend is over, it'll be dreadful Monday again. *SIGHS*

It's a depressing that I'll be returning to work tomorrow. I wish I can go on a long leave without any expiry date.

It's already 2300. Time for bed. I will be back with more.