Saturday, January 9, 2010

I'm bored... Did nothing fantastic on a Friday night. I walked along the streets of Orchard to while away some time I had before my facial appointment at 8. I really miss those days when boyfriend could accompany to go shopping as and when we like on weekdays after work. I guess those good old times are hard to come by. Frankly, I am still adjusting to spending Friday nights without boyfriend. I'm thankful that I still have a bunch of good friends whom I can meet up with for dinners on Friday nights. Can't wait to see Mei and Steph next Friday!

Oh well, today wasn't that a good day at work. What a start to the weekend, isn't it? After the 2-hour appraisal session I had with manager early this week, I grew more and more unmotivated at work. Not sure if this is the right team I should be in. I was bugged by a lot of issues on the recon this week as well. People chased me for answers which I couldn't provide. I am growing to dislike the role more and more. I know that this isn't going to benefit me for I am just going to dread going to work more and more each day. The good thing is that I am still finding reasons for myself to hang on strongly to my role and take on more Trade Support daily tasks.

I talked to Nicole about the appraisal session I had with my manager. I was enlightened by her words. She told me that I don't have to be bothered too much with my appraisal grade. At the end of the day, it boils down how much value I can add to myself. I agree with her words totally. I wish that things could be simpler. It's always easier said than done. I have to be strong at work.

I am already thinking of sucky Monday. Boo!

Alright, I guess, I should try to spend the weekend happily first. I have to play hard before I can work hard again the next week.