Tuesday, January 12, 2010

The week seems to be passing by so slowly; no idea why, I am losing all motivation to perform at work. This isn't supposed to be the way at work. I told boyfriend that I'd probably leave after 2011's bonus declaration. LOL. One more year to go for me and then I am out of here!

I finally got the chance to dine at Wendy's today! The food was sub-standard and service was really slow. Their system of food processing is definitely something to improve on. I wouldn't recommend my friends to eat at Wendy's. Boo. The dinner with boyfriend was quiet but I enjoyed the peace. Honestly, there was a lot of unhappiness over the past 2 weekends. A new issue would surface every weekend and we'd be unhappy over it.

Maybe it's just me. Before I point fingers at him, I should do some thinking too. I can't wait for the weekend to come. I will have a good long weekend because I will be on leave on the 18th! Yay. I can't wait. I have already marked the activities to do with boyfriend over this coming long weekend. Of course, not forgetting my family too.

Not sure why, but I am rather disappointed with some friends over the things they do/say to me. Maybe they didn't think it's an issue but it is definitely an issue to me. I guess I'd rather keep things to myself than to jeopardize the friendship. At the end of the day, I will be happy as long as I still have my family members who will always stand by me. Boyfriend? Even boyfriend may not always be here for me. It's sad to know that I find it hard to confide in boyfriend sometimes. Let alone friends....another depressing thought to add on here. At work, it's even harder to talk to people. I am getting more and more cynical about people!

I know there're still people who truly care for me and I will care for them genuinely too. Probably just another process of spring-cleaning friends.

I learn not to care too much about the people whom I do not think are important to me. Good start for me, keep going!

Boyfriend bought me a pair of earrings yesterday. It made me happy even though I didn't really think it was my kind of earrings. But.... I promised to wear it next Saturday when we go for his cousin's wedding dinner.

I want to go shopping :( I'd probably need to wait till 23rd of the month. I feel uneasy having to wait for so long till 23rd. Ooo... and something big's coming along the way too. Yeap, our 2nd year anniversary. I can't believe that it's coming to 2 years.

I'm pretty excited about what he has planned. Haha, maybe I shouldn't expect too much in case I get disappointed again. Hmmm... just two days ago, he told me he wanted to bring me to Taiwan for a short trip over the long weekend (as both of us took leave on 1st Feb). But obviously, that can't happen now since I need to attend Carlin's wedding on 31st. Of course, 3 days is not enough to enjoy in Taiwan. I'd want to go there for at least 5 days. Well...I am already contented with the fact that boyfriend thought of booking a secret trip to Taiwan for our 2nd year anniversary :)

He told me that he had planned something else instead. Not sure what is it gonna be, but I'll definitely be back with updates on it in another 2 weeks time :)

Almost time for bed before no amount of green tea can wake me up at work tomorrow.