Thursday, February 4, 2010

Weekend is almost here. I'm thankful that it will be Friday tomorrow!

I hope boyfriend is able to take half day off tomorrow. I heard from him that he might be shifted to APAC hours soon. I was thrilled when I knew about this but I felt a bit uneasy too. I am happy that both of us can spend more time together. He'll have more social life and time for his family. Hopefully that means less disagreements between us too? Oh well, I felt uneasy because he'll be earning lesser then. How much lesser? 800SGD a month! That's really a lot. I'm sure it's going to impact my shopping fund greatly. LOL.

I'll probably need to be more frugal if he moves to APAC shift. We need to save for the future. I really hope I can though. I have to admit that, my discipline always fails me. At least for this month, I'll try to cut down on shopping. Or rather, I'll try not to go shopping until I draw the next salary. I am keeping my fingers crossed for a fat bonus even though the chance is slim. Again, I shouldn't expect so much lest I invite disappointment.

I have to mention work in my blog each time. It's probably really something I can't stop harping on everyday. Unfairness experienced at work. My irresponsible colleague took half day today. Anyone who takes half day is only supposed to leave at 1pm. He left at 12ish! My colleague told me that the manager approved it. When I was on half day last week, she didn't say I could leave at 12ish! Boo.

What's wrong with her and what's the difference between this colleague and me? The only difference is gender. I've always disliked her. For this, I dislike her even more.

I used to think that taking leave is a disadvantage to me if I am keen on learning and doing more of Trade Support role. But now, my mentality has changed. I am losing the motivation to learn more... and even go to work. I keep thinking of taking days off from work.

What's happening to me?