Thursday, February 25, 2010
what a family to have
This time, I am utterly disappointed with my family members especially him.
Sometimes, he makes me wonder if I do belong to this family at all.
Or does he only have my brother in his eyes? I can't take the harsh favoritism anymore.
Since young, I always thought that I could have been over-sensitive. After what happened last night, I knew I was wrong to think that. He was just plain biased against me.
He thinks the worst of me.
In any case, I am too lazy to explain what happened here. I have no wish to wash dirty linens in the public as well.
Isn't home a place you yearn to return to after a hard day of work? It used to be for me, not anymore now.
I can't get wait to get a place of my own.
I spent a lot of time to plan a proper family trip. I even had to cast my pride aside and 'begged' my manager to let me take off on certain days. I wanted to bring the family on a trip... but I guess it's not going to happen anymore.
Posted by carrousel at 9:36 PM
