Tuesday, March 9, 2010

just like a strike of lightning

I am totally amazed by how changes could take place so quickly. In this subject, people are the biggest concern.

I am still struggling with how to make things return to normal. Or rather, maybe I should ask myself whether if it is worth it after all? I do realize that some people are totally not worth my time. For those who still deserve my time, they probably do not deserve as much as they did in the past. I wonder if I really make a difference to them.

Why can't they be more sensitive with their words and actions? If I were a few years ago, I would probably wear unhappiness over my face instantly. For now, I would choose to keep quiet and close an eye to whatever they say/do to make me unhappy. I've toned down so much, so much so that I feel that I am losing my own identity sometimes. People are starting to forget my presence?

What kind of phase in life is this?! This is what I called 'growing old' phase!

I hope I'd stop thinking of this soon.

All I hope now is for boyfriend to get well soon. I can't wait for my long weekends in March.

I will be on leave on 15/22/29 March.... March will be over in no time for me!

Looking forward to 20th March, flea market with the girls. I am excited because.... this is my first 'business venture' with friends. I am hoping to clear my wardrobe as much as possible... and get some money for more shopping!

I had lunch with PJ today, it is always good to lunch with my friends... they keep me looking forward at work. Yeap, I look forward to Thursday with PJ and Shereen again!

I've decided to make some good use with my savings. I will talk to sister and boyfriend about this soon.

COOL.

I am going to flip my CHIC mag before bed.



Posted by carrousel at 10:26 PM