Thursday, March 25, 2010

I am really lost.

Life seems to be leading me more than I lead it. Simply because I don't know what I want in life.

What kind of job I want to do? What kind of future I'd want?

What kind of person I want to be?

I feel so unsure of my life now. Unhappiness at work seems to be piling up. I feel left out in the team not because of my people skills. It is because everyone in the team is giving their 100% of time for TS and I am not. I do not have a choice.

I am 'different'. (yes, I graduated from SMU) I could only give my best at work.

Undoubtedly, the unhappiness is driving all my motivation away from work. I gave my best today. I let nobody down today including myself.

I am glad I spent a fruitful day at work today and I hope the same for the days ahead. But I'm getting tired... of the unhappiness at work.

I see that I am really a baby.

Thank god it's Friday tomorrow. I can't wait to go jogging.

I must stay motivated to slim down!