Sunday, April 25, 2010

Somewhat, I still prefer shopping alone. I felt uneasy especially when I knew that boyfriend was bored and yet following me around. I felt a bit bad too. In the end, I didn't manage to visit all the shops I wanted to go to. It was purely 313 and Far East Plaza. Haha... and now I remember that I wanted to go to New Look for its sale!

I guess I'll accomplish my shopping spree on Monday alone when I am on leave. I'm looking forward to it! Come to think of it, I'm a really "alone" person. I love being alone sometimes. I need personal space from time to time... everyone does but I see a little extreme-ness in myself. Before I got together with boyfriend, I was single for a few years. I have to admit that I did not have many friends to be around with. I managed well on my own then. I remember then I was enjoying single-hood pretty much.

It took me a while to get into a relationship with boyfriend because I wasn't too sure if I was ready to have somebody in my life. I often wonder what I'd be doing on week days after work and weekends if I didn't have boyfriend. I'm afraid to find out.

Over the 2 years, I've grown to be more dependent on boyfriend. I'm sure he knows as well. We probably grew much closer together because of my increasing dependence on him. And I'd say that he "encouraged" it too. He'd do most of everything for me... to put it nicely, I get pampered a lot. I enjoy being pampered by boyfriend but I also worry that I'd lose more than I can afford if we split up one day. Don't get it wrong. We're doing good now.

But I won't rule out the possibility that nothing is for sure. I'd love to be in a fairy tale with an ever happy ending at this moment.

Again, another entry with moody and negative thoughts. All because time of the month is near, dang! I really hate it... I totally hate this transition period, so near yet so far?!

The past few pre-time of the month syndromes were terrible. I had moody thoughts and kept on feeling nauseous. I felt the same today too.

I read the possible mood symptoms online:
"Nervousness, mood swings, irritability, depression, forgetfulness, confusion, hostility, insomnia, anxiety"

I think... I'm getting all of the above. LOL!

This is a general guide for you, boyfriend. Why can't it be boys?!

I can't sleep now though I'm getting tired... See, another symptom = insomnia!

I'm surfing on some nail art design websites and hoping to get some inspiration for my next mani/pedi before Macau trip!

Haha and this is really funny:


I don't know what will boyfriend's reaction be when he sees me in these nail designs? LOL!

Oh, I'm finally getting another LongChamp :) coming soon! My brother-in-law's dad who has flown to Paris will be getting it for me. I went to the outlet at Paragon today and never realise that LongChamp is that expensive? A small tote costs 184SGD! I never knew it was so expensive until today. The small Black tote I had was a birthday gift from my sister and she bought it from Paris last year. It probably cost less than 100 SGD.

I will be getting a medium sized grey tote this time :) can't wait!