Thursday, April 8, 2010

I had the most interesting lunch with PJ today. We talked about everything under sun!

LOL. Sharing sessions over lunch like this should happen more. Well... in case you're wondering, sharing is purely harmless.

Sometimes, I really become numb to the things I hear. Hmmm, we don't even know how much truth there is to it. I forget news pretty fast.

Or rather, memory always fails me.

But there is a piece of news today which I 'll probably remember for sometime at least. One of my team mates tendered today.

He was the last to join the team and yet first to leave. I wonder what are his reasons for leaving. I am guessing he probably has a better job offer. I admire him for his guts.

Honestly, I think it takes a lot of courage to leave behind your comfort zone and begin all over in a new place. I may not have much courage, but I'm definitely looking around now. After the objectives session I had with her, I have zero motivation to stay on. My objectives are not related to TS at all. Why should I even put in any effort to help the team when I am done with my own role at the end of the day?

I used to think differently. My thoughts were a lot more positive. I am encouraged by my ex-team mate to tell my manager that I'd like to take over TS since my neighbour is leaving. Hmmm... now I don't even have the guts to fight for what I want. I am losing the will to fight.

We'll expect to hear more wedding bells next year! Steven has proposed to SY!!

I am really happy for them. They've come so far together!

I told boyfriend about it, he said he's not stressed about it. I am definitely not hinting anything and people who know me well are aware that I am not ready for marriage.

I just wonder what boyfriend meant when he said he isn't stressed? Hmmm... I do think he's very stressful...

Because his CFA exams are upcoming! There isn't much time left for him to study now. I feel worried too.