Saturday, May 8, 2010

I spent a wonderful day with boyfriend today. He probably knew that I was still affected by last night's incident. He came for me early afternoon. We went for lunch and shopped around in town after lunch.

Will I get to enjoy more of such days? Hmmm, I dare not hope for it now. I hurried him home after our dinner. We only had our dinner after Ip Man 2 movie and it was 2230 by then we were done with dinner. I didn't want to delay him further otherwise he might have problems with his parents again. I highly doubt we'll see each other tomorrow. I should let him spend time on his books and with his parents.

Am I really depriving him of time to spend with his family? Maybe. Or are his parents too needy? Or am I the one who is too needy?

It's so tiring to be thinking about this everyday. Somewhat, I can't wait to start work on Tuesday so that I can bury myself in work and not think of anything else.

Boyfriend will be leaving for Korea next Friday. He will be in Korea for a week. His parents had asked me to join them initially. I am glad I didn't and I couldn't. I didn't want to join because I'd want him to have some private time to spend with his family. After what his parents said about me, I don't think they sincerely welcome me to join them. I hate to think this way but I couldn't help it.

I don't know when this crack will ever get mended.