Friday, October 8, 2010
The weekend is finally here!
Though it was only a 3-day work week for me, I felt as though I've worked A LOT.
These days were totally demoralizing. A lot of work issues and I was really stressed at work. Yesterday was a crazy day. I felt I couldn't breathe! There were too many tasks awaiting me and I couldn't seem to prioritise them well because each seemed equally important.
I only managed to leave office at 2130 and my other team mates were still around when I left. I wouldn't dare to imagine what time they left the office. Market volatility is crap!
I feel lost and don't know where am I heading. It seems like I don't want to be on this job for good. At the same time, I don't know what I want too. Perhaps, I am just buying time for myself. Sometimes, I am just too lazy to think and don't want to think about it. But I know that avoidance is not the best way out.
I am just afraid that I am too comfortable to move out of this job. Looking forward to bonus, it can probably give me a clear indication whether I should move on or not. LOL.
I'm so tired...and can't sleep! Because I'm up here worrying about work. I had a full-day course at Hilton today. After the course ended, I called my team up and asked if everything was okay. She told me that things were under control. Later, I realised it was not the case. I sent a text to the contract asking the work volume on my entity today. She told me it was bad. Now... I really felt bad for not going back to office to help out my colleagues.
Oh well... I am too late for anything now. I could go spend the weekend with a heavy heart, so great! I was told by someone from work that I shouldn't involve myself too much in work. To put it simply, I think he just wanted to tell me that I worried too much about work.
Time for stop button.
On a brighter note, relationship with boyfriend is great. Wish we have more time to spend with each other. I wouldn't mind having more time to understand him better though. I guess, more understanding and less conflicts go together?
Baby Charlotte will be two weeks' old this Sunday. I totally adore her to bits! And... I shopped for her today.
Look what I bought for her:
I can't wait to see her this weekend! :)
Though it was only a 3-day work week for me, I felt as though I've worked A LOT.
These days were totally demoralizing. A lot of work issues and I was really stressed at work. Yesterday was a crazy day. I felt I couldn't breathe! There were too many tasks awaiting me and I couldn't seem to prioritise them well because each seemed equally important.
I only managed to leave office at 2130 and my other team mates were still around when I left. I wouldn't dare to imagine what time they left the office. Market volatility is crap!
I feel lost and don't know where am I heading. It seems like I don't want to be on this job for good. At the same time, I don't know what I want too. Perhaps, I am just buying time for myself. Sometimes, I am just too lazy to think and don't want to think about it. But I know that avoidance is not the best way out.
I am just afraid that I am too comfortable to move out of this job. Looking forward to bonus, it can probably give me a clear indication whether I should move on or not. LOL.
I'm so tired...and can't sleep! Because I'm up here worrying about work. I had a full-day course at Hilton today. After the course ended, I called my team up and asked if everything was okay. She told me that things were under control. Later, I realised it was not the case. I sent a text to the contract asking the work volume on my entity today. She told me it was bad. Now... I really felt bad for not going back to office to help out my colleagues.
Oh well... I am too late for anything now. I could go spend the weekend with a heavy heart, so great! I was told by someone from work that I shouldn't involve myself too much in work. To put it simply, I think he just wanted to tell me that I worried too much about work.
Time for stop button.
On a brighter note, relationship with boyfriend is great. Wish we have more time to spend with each other. I wouldn't mind having more time to understand him better though. I guess, more understanding and less conflicts go together?
Baby Charlotte will be two weeks' old this Sunday. I totally adore her to bits! And... I shopped for her today.
Look what I bought for her:
I can't wait to see her this weekend! :) 
