Monday, November 1, 2010

I can't help it but I simply feel disappointed in relationship, friendships and kinship.

I am getting more cynical of people now.

I covered one of my colleagues who was on leave last Friday. It was a pretty heavy coverage and I had to juggle between my own work and the coverage. The supposedly team lead told me, "Hey I know that Diana is on leave today, let me know if you need any help." I guess she was being nice but I didn't think it was the right way to ask. If you had the intention to help, please kindly offer your help instead of asking me to ask for it.

Who in the world loves to ask for help? Help should be given unconditionally. Ain't I right?

Somewhat, I felt she just asked for the sake of asking.

I don't need this honestly. I stayed till about 8PM last Friday. When she was about to leave, she asked me what was pending still. I told her that I still have got some recs to do. She said, "Ah you could have told me! I could have helped you with it!"

I did not know what /how she wanted me to reply with that. I gave the utmost politically right reply with a wide smile, "Oh it's okay, I will be done soon, enjoy your weekend!"

I hate to go work now.

Where friendship is concerned, I am just disgusted with them.

Friends who talk big and doesn't think big; friends who think for themselves and disregard others' feelings; friends who can't show the right amount of appreciation; and finally friends who make you feel bad about yourself.

Of course there are still a few good friends I 'd love to continue to hang out with.

Oh another boo to relationship. I had an argument with him today. Maybe things wouldn't have been so bad if he had talked to me with better attitude. Why can't he just talk to me properly? What is wrong with talking things properly? I can't stand it. What did I do to deserve this?

I don't know how I should continue on. I could only say, our relationship is not strong at all.

It is fragile.

Sometimes, it ain't about how much you feel for each other. I used to think that as long as you still have feelings for each other, things will definitely work out. I probably stopped believing in it now.


Enough of him.

I don't want to go to bed in tears later.

I wish ... I can talk about kinship but I rather not wash dirty linens in public.

I want to go shopping terribly now.