Sunday, February 27, 2011



I've been feeling lost since yesterday. At the same time, I still wondered hard why he chose to betray my trust. Things wouldn't have been so bad if he wasn't the honest guy whom everyone think of, including myself. He was the last person on earth whom I thought would lie to me. When he told me that he had lied, I was dumbfounded and I could not look straight into his eyes because I knew I could no longer see the same person I used to love and know.

I feel much better today after a good night rest yesterday. Deep inside, I know that things will never be the same again even though we are still together. I will probably forgive but it will take a long time before I can get over this completely. In the meantime, retail therapy is all I need to cheer myself up. And I just got my pay, this time I feel much richer because bonus was included in this month's salary! Woohoo!

Tomorrow is my day off from work. The initial plan was to go to Universal Studio with him. Nothing now, I am scraping the plan off my list. Instead, I prefer to do some shopping now. Why would I be in the mood to go USS with him now? I am sure I wouldn't enjoy myself if I go tomorrow.

Oh well, I can't wait to travel in late March. I miss travelling. Jetstar just had an awesome sale last week .. and it was a good opportunity to book my July trip.

Destination? It'll be a secret for now. And no, it isn't Hong Kong!

I had thought of booking a surprise trip for boyfriend for his birthday in July. I was hesitating because I wasn't too sure where to go. Anyway, after what happened yesterday, I was relieved that I did not make any bookings. It doesn't make much sense to be nice to him now.

I figured out that the person I should be nice to is only myself.

Bags, bags, bags, so many bags I want to buy with my bonus but I can only pick one or maybe two?






What wipes out my bank account - BAGS.......

Posted by carrousel at 10:47 PM