Sunday, June 5, 2011
full of thoughts
I am finally back here again!
I haven't been able to do much without my laptop around the past few days.
Previously, it was working like a snail. I decided to reformat it and boyfriend helped me with it.
Threw away Windows Vista system ... and now I can't even remember what operating system is this? LOL.
I am just a computer idiot if you know me well enough.
Not sure why my mind's full of thoughts at this hour. Could just be pre-Monday blues acting on me again? I am quite sure it isn't.
The weekend gathering brought a lot of thoughts to my mind. Hmm... there are some things about friends which aren't the same anymore. I am not sure why so. Could it be the reason that we're all grown-ups now, leading our lives and ... not as close as we used to be 10 years ago? Hmm.. it's kinda weird but I guess these are just part and parcel of life. Everybody moves on.
And I know it was time for me to move on when I cleared away a big box of letters about two weeks ago. The box contained of letters which me and my good friend used to write to each other. I could only say that she was a big disappointment. I haven't spoken to or seen her in ages. I really wonder what went wrong in our friendship. Oh yeah ... in that case, I did not even give any second thoughts to dumping away those letters.
I have another friend whom I think our friendship will end up in the drain as well. Same thing, I don't know what is wrong with her. I tried talking to her, asking her out but ... apparently, she had better things to do in her life than to meet up with me. These people really make think that relationships are so fragile. I am SHATTERED!
I just gotta stop thinking of them.
I don't need them in my life to be happy.
Posted by carrousel at 9:55 PM
