Saturday, September 10, 2011

Hmmm, I am not exactly sure where this is going to bring me to but I definitely know that it's not a good thing. Maybe I am just tired of the amount of work I am doing everything... it's taking away my social life a bit sometimes. Just like yesterday, I had intended to meet the girls at 7 PM for dinner. In the end, I only left office at 8PM. Yeap, it's just a curse! Whenever I make plans after work, the plan will foil in the end.

To some extent, I just don't feel like meeting anyone anymore. And sadly, that includes boyfriend too. There isn't anything wrong with us. It's just me. I would just like to have more time to myself - more to rest my mind, body and soul!

Always thinking of leaving my job, but procrastinating to update my resume and start my hands on finding job opportunities. Seriously, what is wrong with me? After the last appraisal with my manager, somewhat , she gave me some hope of career advancement in the team. I could feel she is making efforts to groom me in the near future. It's probably a matter of whether I want to continue staying in the team. My greatest fear is that she could just be giving me false hope. I am so torn between leaving and staying.

What is the furthest I can go? I am not sure.

I had a lovely brunch at PS Cafe @ Dempsey today. Just me, Charlotte, my sister and my BIL. It'd be great if boyfriend could join in. I love the place and I am sure boyfriend would find the place a good one to stay there to do his reading the whole afternoon. I must bring him there one day!

Of course, I made time for him today as well. We did a simple dinner and then headed off to hospital to visit his grandma who fell at home a week ago. I do hope that she can be discharged soon declared with a clean bill of health. I have to say, I really hate going to hospitals. Not because of its strong stench of medicine, but it is really depressing to see patients with tubes in their nose and mouths. For this reason, I doubt I can really work in the hospital.

Right, enough of the depressing topic.

I am going to Taiwan in 3 days' time! I am definitely hoping that I'd enjoy myself.. you know, being able to do what you want and throwing work off my mind for next 2 weeks. The bad thing for now is that... I am getting down with a cold and bad throat soon. Yikes!

Oh, I dropped by La Prendo @ Dempsey after my brunch today.

My mom's thinking of buying either of the below for under 1400 SGD each:

Great prices isn't it ? I think it is selling for at least 1.8K in Spore.