Saturday, October 8, 2011
I wish I live in golden age
Saturday is over.
Welcome Sunday!
I should say, I didn't have an exactly fantastic Saturday even though boyfriend was with me the whole day. We had another argument over dinner. I did not understand why it was so difficult to spend a happy weekend together. I wouldn't say that I had nothing to do with the cause of our argument. Maybe I was still having bad feelings about work and health. I know that our relationship isn't at its ideal stage now because I have a lot negative thoughts.
He was released from his ICT on Friday evening. I haven't seen him for the week until Friday. I rushed over to his place for dinner/supper after work. I ended work around 2130. After our quick dinner at Xin Wang, I had wanted to stay out a bit longer but boyfriend was tired to stay up. We made our way back after dinner. I felt lousy after work and especially after one whole week of 12-hour work every day.
I thought it would be nice to have someone to talk to me. When I got home, I did not feel like sleeping either. I did everything I could to unwind myself. It was only until 2AM I went to bed. If I had said to boyfriend that I felt like I am alone in everything, he would tell me that I think too much. Hmm, the fact that we have nothing much to talk to each other about does worry me.
I think I deserve more emotional and mental support.
Posted by carrousel at 11:51 PM
