Friday, March 23, 2012
life is short, make it better to enjoy it
Whee, finally got some me-time today!
I was close to the verge of breaking down at work this week.
I remembered that I was walking home on a week day with my eyes turning red and wet.
No matter how strong I appeared to be in the office, I just couldn't seem to overcome the weakness in me. I just decided to go on a break for Friday and coming Monday.
I just wanted to do something besides work.
I just wanted to get away from the people at work.
I can't seem to work with the people in the team anymore. I couldn't stand how a junior took things into her own hand... made a mess at work and how badly the members communicate within a team. The only good thing about the team is that politics are non-existent. I am getting tired of the work even though comments had it that I still appear very driven / self motivated in my work.
I am pretty sure I am still carrying out my role diligently because I am a responsible person.
Nothing more than that. Surprisingly, I don't think I'd want to get a promotion in this team.
Enough of work stuff.
I visited the dentist today (again). I wanted to seek a second opinion on my teeth condition. Shockingly, the tooth which was damaged by consistent grinding and knocking was dead as revealed by the X-RAY I took at the clinic. I was recommended to do a root canal treatment on it. I wonder when will this episode of pain and misery come to an end.
I am definitely in need of a lot of support, strength from people close to me during this tough period.
For those who are always staying by me, thank you!
Posted by carrousel at 10:52 PM
