Sunday, June 24, 2012

Not sure if I am almost there, maybe. I am at the edge of a break down. 

I think there have been tell-tale signs that my body is telling me to take a break from the world. Especially from the people at work. 

Maybe I haven't been doing my best in handling people. I had it coming, perhaps. 

I can only fault myself for being too trusting and naive. It is definitely a lesson that comes with a lot of pain and mental trauma. I am not sure how I am supposed to face my colleague come Monday. 

I just need to believe in myself that I can be still professional and objective at work no matter what happens. 

Another big thing on my mind is still my oral health. Sadly, the swelling on my gum bone hasn't subsided completely. After two sessions of root canal treatment and some x-rays done at the specialist clinic, nothing seemed to help. Perhaps they can't seem to pinpoint the root cause of the soreness I still have on the gum bone. 

I am not sure how much more money and time I need to invest to get it treated completely. I am really tired of this.